Thursday, May 05, 2005

amazing people

u know wat??i think that humans are a very delicate creature. i am often amazed at the many types of beings existing in this planet.GOD had certainly done a good job. i mean, HE is, after all the ONE. wat made me wana write about people??well, every single day, from the moment i opened my lids, my brain would ponder to the same question..what has GOD has in store for me today? He knows what i want n i shall keep quiet about it. mainly bcos , i think, He has planned a life for me n whatever happens are His callings and, therefore i should take things as it comes...but for the rest of other people too..Wow!! can u imagine??

i have lived this life doings soo many things.some things are nice, some things are bad..but whenever something badhappens, i would still my self the question- why??why is it me? why is it happening?sometimes i wish that it had been better. what i have become, what i have done...
i used to look at others and wonder, do they feel what i feel. how would the rich appreciate others when they themselvs had never experienced hardship? how can the poor ever be given a chance to improve themselves when the society are mere hypocrites??a lot of questions seemed to haunt me..i cannot be a perfect being, knowing the fact that there are things that i shudn have done but i did it anyway...but are there such things as a perfect human being??
amazing people? are they any? the fact that one has achieved something in their life, could it be considered amazing??
religion..i wonder why is there such a controversy in this particular issue?why cant we believe in one god??full stop? why is it soo hard for others to see what has been left for us to believe in??
God is Great!why cant people see dat??amazing people....
u might wonder, wat the heck m i talking about...just one thing.people...beings..all are creatures of GOD..why are there stories to tell??

start searchig ayte!!for the answer..becoause i have none to offer.

Tuesday, May 03, 2005


greetings bloggers...
hah!!finally i have recovered.went away for the weekend to the damn busy kl to spend all my palak agong..almost all but still got a hold on my hormones..yup!!at least that was fulfilling to ac ertain extent. me boy bot himself out stuff too...huh!!hell no he bot soooo much more than me. shucks!!its ok..not dat he does it often, unlike yours truly here. oopss.!!!

well, wat can i say, the city tat never sleeps, the more i visit kl the busier it gets...hustle bustle now n then but ikea???HEAVEN!!!!!i wish my house is just nex door to it but ..if it is nex door, then i guess all my pay wud end up there aint it?good things m away from kl.

spending...why is spending so much easier than saving??do enlighten this clogged brain of mine.believe me, anybody and anyone, if being given a chance to spend al their might can finish up millions a day. unless that someone is fu**in bored with shopping becos its part of their life then i guess, they wudnt be amazed to do so.but me...if a i have the cash that much to spend...hmmmm.....u can call me puan sri already. haa....but why dint i chose to a mak datin??bcos God says,, be wise n moderate in your life, berhenti mkn sebelum kenyang...haa...dats part of the reason why i need to have a grip on these hormone wars that i have been having in my stomach.on my visit, the SALEs were just, can u imagine the crowd there?
girls are everywhere!!they are in the toys dept, mens dept, household dept, womens dept (duuhhh) EVERYWHERE i mean!!!dah la memang musim gaji n not salji.haa...the power of the magic contagious word -sale-...power rangers can be beaten at no time.

wat i found amazing tis time was dat...for the first time i really had a hard time shopping. why??becos i guess i was being too fussy or having a partner next to me, had actually stricten my journey. if i was alone, i can be like a lost retriever, sniffing my way around all the goods had to offer....n i guess thats why God, in one of HIS reasons,sent me with somebody else there.
got myself a few stuff n for those at home...but i din get ol that i wanted tho..its ok. can go again wat...maybe nex time my wings will be even bigger tat i can visiti thailand or manila..wah wah wah.,..cant waitlah!!!

gey!!gota go now, i'll sambung the cerita besok aja lah..if i have the time. got class..u know...sum kids nids to pass their english la wey!!i sambung besok n talk about SEPET.

over n out!!cheers!!

Tuesday, April 26, 2005


it has been aprroximately 15 days that i have not been able to post anything!Darn it!!
i have been too busy to even open up my mails. who to blame? the system? the country?
hell noo!!!!myself!!!yup!!my salf!!!

have you ever felt like u have not achieved anything yet in life??
ya, i know..we do achieve sumthin but achieving that one thing you have been dreaming of..
like a new striking beemer that should have been parked in your car park for soooo long..
like a cute lil cottage away from the busy streets and the peace n tranquility that you have been longing for....
arrrgghhh!!!i m going for a vacation this weekend!! i don care!!!
before i have to continue my darn work here is sumthin for ol of you to ponder..enjoy!!!

nothing as changing choosing...

Choose life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family. Choose a fucking big television, choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players and electrical tin openers. Choose good health, low cholesterol, and dental insurance. Choose fixed interest mortgage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends. Choose leisure wear and matching luggage. Choose a three-piece suite on hire purchase in a range of fucking fabrics. Choose DIY and wondering who the fuck you are on a sunday morning. Choose sitting on the couch watching mind-numbing, spirit crushing game shows, stuffing fucking junk food into your mouth. Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pishing your last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarassment to the selfish, fucked up brats you spawned to replace yourself.

Choose your future.

Choose life.

best lines ever from ewan mcgreggor in "trainspotting"

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

aku punya cerita

this baby is created to tell the world that i have lived.

as my first contribution, i want the world to know that i have chosen this road.
and nobody, in any possible way , would have influenced my decisions.

If a man can write a better book, preach a better sermon, or make a better mousetrap, than his neighbor, though he build his house in the woods, the world will make a beaten path to his door. --Ralph Waldo Emerson

The Road Not Taken

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveller, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could.
To where it bent in the undergrowth,
Then took the other, as just as fair,

And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear,
Though as for that, the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay In leaves no step had trodden black.

Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh

Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I
I took the one less travelled by,
And that has made all the difference.
--Robert Frost